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Post by Petunia Nelson ™ on Mar 23, 2008 16:12:07 GMT -5
Petunia Delilah Nelson♥ [/font][/color] she is the girl with lipslikemorphine.[/center] »»-♥->
[/color][/b] It hadn't been too long ago that Petunia would have never suspected herself to be walking towards Jared Kavallari's dorm room like she was now; nor would she have suspected that she would have grown closer to the boy. No, they were not dating. Petunia never thought that she and Jared would date and she still thought that way, considering the fact that eighty billion other girls were swooning over him. Petunia looked down at her feet as she walked down the boy’s dorm hallway, not knowing what to expect when she walked into Jared’s dorm. She had been there plenty of times, but every time she was still nervous. I guess that’s what happens when you have a ‘thing’ for someone that you can’t exactly have. Petunia ran a hand through her raven black hair as her icy blue eyes looked ahead of her, scanning the numbers until she found the correct one that she was supposed to knock on. »»-[/size] ♥->[/color][/b] Petunia had a couple of problems with herself, just like most people did. Her mother was a recovering heroin addict, so her alcoholic dad took care of her when she wasn’t at school. Weren’t those just loving and tender times, when he would insult her and ‘ground’ her because of something he did? Petunia never really told anyone about her life for obvious reason, only a select few, like Heath, knew just how bad her home life was. That was why she loved it here so much; sure there was high school drama, but nothing extremely out of the ordinary, right? She was only human. She knew that there were going to be tough times, that she was going to be hurt by a few people she loved, it happened to everyone. »»-[/size] ♥->[/color][/b] Closing her eyes, she found herself standing in front of the dorm of which she was targeted. Her hand raised and formed into a fist before pounding her knuckles onto the wood to make a knock. Three times. Letting out a deep sigh, she waited for the boy to answer the door to let her little self in. She knew what his dorm looked like; it was relatively clean, considering it was full of boys. He had a dog named Eskimo that was just about the cutest dog on the face of the earth. Thankfully, the dog had taken a liking to her and she had taken a great liking to the dog and its owner. Unfortunately, it wasn’t exactly a good thing. [/size][/blockquote][/blockquote]
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Post by jared kavallari. on Mar 23, 2008 17:38:25 GMT -5
STATUS; complete . incomplete OUTFIT; click! WORD COUNT; 756 CHAT; Sorry, I made a really bad post . . >_< Jared Reese Kavallari. [/size][/color] He is love at first sight. L U S T.[/b][/font][/center] It wasn't normal for him to feel so vulnerable. He even looked it. It was like he were a little boy again, curled up in a ball at the foot of his bed, eager to hear his mother's comfort. But, he'd never hear his mom's voice again. Anger pulsed through his veins at the thought. Why would he even want to hear her voice? Why? She was the one who dumped this all into his very own soul. This wasn't the life he wanted. Just before she died, had she told him what he would become. 'I love you' would've been a lot nicer to say than, 'oh, and by the way your one of the deadly sins. I hope you like it! Lust seemed like a good choice for you'. Okay, maybe she didn't say it like that. But, the piont was that she never did show affection towards him. Nor did he ever have a father figure. I suppose she was so caught up in making sure Jared ate up everything he needed to know before she died, that she never had time for mother-and-son affection. With a groan, Jared sat up and plunged back into the mattress. Stretching out his limbs, he let out a sigh of relief. He had been stuck in that position for so long that his muscles had begun to form knots. Being curled up in a ball at the foot of your bed for half an hour does that to you sometimes.
A very good friend of his would be here soon. Petunia Delilah Nelson. Just then he flopped over, and shoved his face into a pillow. Delilah was his mother's name. Who knew this girl's middle name could bring back thoughts from thirty seconds ago. It was time to distract himself with something else. It wasn't like him to express agony so clearly. Processing this, Jared began to think through his plans for the day. From the looks of it he wasn't really doing much. Other than hanging around Petunia. A tight lipped smile tugged at the corners of his lips. He was rather proud of himself. He didn't have any other plans. No going to the pub, walking about the school campus, nowhere near the public eye. Which meant he wouldn't be attracting any victums this evening. Or you could call them girls. Either way Jared saw nothing special in them. Nothing, but sexual desires. No love interests what-so-ever. Sure he were lucky not to have any emotional ties, which lead to never getting hurt in the heart. But, he would take heartache over feeling nothing at all any day. On the brightside he hadn't slept with anyone in weeks. Hiding from everyone seemed to be what helped. Although he often felt more out of control than ever . . The 'hunger' was still there, biting his skin. This brought his mind towards Harper Valentine. Jared hadn't talked to the girl in so long. It made him wonder how she was doing. How she coped with it all. Maybe he was just being his dramatic self. Maybe. Just maybe . . This whole lust thing was no big deal. Oh, who was he kidding? I don't know about Harper . . But, I find this more difficult than anything.
Another soft groan escaped those lips of his. The sound was muffled, considering he was still face down in his pillow. Face down . . That's where he should've been. Hiding from his twisted ways. Once again, his thoughts were spiraling in circles. He was never happy. He only complained about how much he hated his life, in his head. And he was sure that his alter ego was sick of hearing it. Even in reality, he seemed upset. But, instead he has always shown it through anger and intimidation. Except with Petunia Nelson. He was gradually an upright guy with her. He seemed to always be at ease. She was one of the very few others he had ever gotten along with. He was thankful to have her. For it was only when she was around, that he had ever felt sane. Just then he heard three small knocks at his door. His dog, Eskimo, shook his fur coat as he barked away. "Shut up, will you!" His northern british accent errupting from his throat. Sitting up, Jared through his pillow at the dog before sliding off his mattress. Running his fingers through his shaggy locks, he took a quick glance in the mirror. "Come in!" [/color]
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Post by Petunia Nelson ™ on Mar 25, 2008 0:40:14 GMT -5
Petunia Delilah Nelson♥ [/font][/color] she is the girl with lipslikemorphine.[/center] Petunia had never really taken to any guys lately; she didn’t exactly know why. Maybe it was the fact that they were all ignorant and arrogant. Petunia wanted a more mature guy who liked photography and music, not sports and beer. Running a hand through her raven hair, she thought about what her and Jared had gone through. If she really thought about it, it was a whole lot. Petunia didn’t know how reserved Jared was, but she knew that he usually kept things to himself; so when he told her things, she held them dear and kept her word. Petunia was not one to start rumors, and if she did start one, she probably heard it from someone else and felt foolish after spreading such a disgusting thing. You see, this young lady wasn’t one of those girls who was talked about a whole lot, in fact, she was invisible to most people. She had a few good friends here and there, but no one really knew her through a reputation. This was because Petunia was not a whore, she was not an attention-grabber and she wasn’t the most outgoing person in the world. So, when Jared had caught a sight of her, she was surprised and shocked to think that someone like him would have spotted her.
A soft sigh left her lips as she crossed her arms in front of her chest, listening to Eskimo bark away. He would be an amazing guard dog, just because of his bark; he was like an alarm system. Looking at the floor, she giggled when she heard Jared’s English accented voice scold the dog, telling him to shut up. Next, she heard her invitation and she didn’t hesitate to turn the knob. She would have stepped inside, if the damn door wasn’t locked, ”It’s locked!” she explained and giggled softly. Petunia never thought that she would see the day that Jared had locked the door on her, but yet, he did. She leaned on the wall beside the door, waiting to hear a clicking noise and then to see a shaggy, raven-haired boy look out the door to see her. She didn’t know if that was what was going to happen, but she figured that it was a possibility. Her eyes closed as she waited for Jared to answer the door and allow her access into the dorm room that most students called home. If she thought about it, she never really left her dorm, unless she was hanging out with Heath or someone else, like Jared.
Petunia bit her lip as she thought about what she was getting into by falling for Jared. She was probably going to be hurt by him, that much was inevitable, but she could also hurt him. She highly doubted that a girl like herself could break a guy, like Jared’s, heart. Opening her eyes once more, she looked towards the door, still not seeing it opened. Knocking once more, ”JARED! THE DOOR IS LOCKED!” she shouted, not knowing if he could hear her or not. If he could, then he would scold her and let her in, if he didn’t he probably did now. If he heard her and didn’t let her in, she would leave. Petunia wasn’t clingy and she definitely knew how to take a hint as easy as ‘leave me the fuck alone’. Besides, this would not be the first time a guy had ditched her by not returning a call or answering her. Yes, Petunia had had her fair share of rejection in the past and she was used to it by now. She knew she was nothing special, she knew that the guys that she liked could do much, much better. She had been told countless times that she should try to stand out more, but no matter how hard she tried, she failed.
However she looked at it, she felt like she was just a dot on the world, like a no body. Depressing when she thought about it, but it was true; she felt like a total, pathetic loser when she thought about herself negatively, but it was just the way she worked. Another frustrated sigh left her lips as she started to tap her foot, getting impatient with him, just seeing as he was taking forever and had locked her out of the dorm. The dog kept barking, which meant she was going to get attacked once she walked into the door, which wasn’t a bad thing; she loved Eskimo.
SEVEN HUNDRED FIFTY NINE WORDS!
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Post by jared kavallari. on Mar 25, 2008 14:30:42 GMT -5
STATUS; complete . incomplete OUTFIT; click! WORD COUNT; 509 CHAT; Jared Reese Kavallari. [/size][/color] He is love at first sight. L U S T.[/b][/font][/center] A soft chuckle escaped his lips, as he made his way towards the door. He was shocked to even have heard Petunia's tiny voice over Eskimo's incensive barking. "Ah, shutup dog!" It was as if he understood english for once, and decided to protest against his owner's demands. The siberian husky launched forward in a playful-like manner running through Jared's legs. Bewildered for a single moment, the onyx haired boy toppled forward and onto the floor, his hands put out in front of him to catch his fall. "You tripped me!" He snarled, his tone a little more than annoyed. He could've sworn that he saw that dog smile, as his bark sounded more like a snicker than anything. An irratable sigh escaped his lips as he pushed himself up and off the ground. If he kept Petunia waiting any longer she'd leave, so he kept his scolding down to a minimum. Muttering quietly, his accent slurred his words enough to make things hard to understand as words poured out his mouth, wagging his finger at the animal.
With a soft grunt, Jared took a few strides towards the door. ”JARED! THE DOOR IS LOCKED!” His laughter sputtered up his spine, and shook his shoulder blades. He tried his best to stifle it, hoping that Petunia hadn't heard him. Personally, Jared thought this was all a little funny. If she weren't going to leave if he didn't open the door in the next 30 seconds, he would have done this all day without a problem. It was amusing to him. If he were to standing behind the door, teasing to let her in, as sheed be shouting to quit it with the nonsense and let her in. Oh, he would have done that if Petunia wasn't the one behind that door. A smile that soon reached his eyes had tugged at the corners of his lips, as he reach for the door knob. This was a rather big smile, and it wasn't even against his own will. He was actually excited to see this girl, as he was everytime he got to see her. It never got old.
He twisted the knob, and swung the door open in one easy motion. This was when he realized that it wasn't normal for his door to be locked. His roommates were always going in and out, they all decided to just leave it open. Strange for it to be locked. Shrugging it off, Jared's icy sets removed themselves from the floor and down at Petunia. God, she is so adorable. Catching himself, he cut short on this thought. He wanted to be in control whenever she were around. And even the little thoughts such as her being irresistibly cute, could easily lead to different thoughts. If had images of her in his mind completely different, as to how she was in front of him . . Well, we wouldn't want to trigger any of that. She was different of the rest, and he didn't want to take advantage of the girl.
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Post by Petunia Nelson ™ on Jul 4, 2008 2:09:58 GMT -5
Petunia Delilah Nelson♥ [/font][/color] she is the girl with lipslikemorphine.[/center] Never would Petunia even think about Jared having any sort of feelings for her in any sort of way. Thus, she had pushed such a thought out of her head and just thought of him as a good friend. Her heart had been torn, beaten and bruised plenty of times and she didn’t want Jared to be the one to finally break it. She knew he probably wouldn’t mean to, that would be why she didn’t want him to. Her heart was already stuck together with duct tape and she didn’t want one little tear in the tape to be the reason why she fell apart. Then again, no one would really notice if she was gone, would they? She knew Jared and Heath would, but what about anyone else? Did they even know that she existed? She hated thinking this way, she felt like a little Emo kid when she did. Of course, Petunia would never kill herself, she wasn’t that much of a coward.
Hearing Jared cuss at his dog, she couldn’t help but let out another soft giggle of amusement. Eskimo was such an adorable little dog and she loved him as if he was her own. But of course, Eskimo loved his daddy the most and Petunia knew that. Looking up as the door opened, she grinned at the boy who had opened the door for her, ”Thank you.” she stated with a ‘matter of fact’ tone. He then took a step in, past Jared, before she knelt down, ”Hello Eskimo. How’s my favourite puppy!?” she asked as the dog pranced over to her and started licking her face, ”Okay! Okay! Enough!” she shrieked as she lightly pushed the dog off of her and stood up. Lifting a hand, she wiped the slobber off her face and walked over to Jared, ”Come on, Jared. Let’s have a kiss!” she teased and giggled.
Petunia was a completely different person when she was around Jared; she was more bubbly and not afraid to be goofy. When she was around other people, she was reserved and quiet, not letting anyone in that she didn’t completely trust. Maybe a whole lot of people were like that, but Petunia felt as if she was the only person in the world who didn’t let people in right away. She knew how people liked to be bubbly and be completely confident, those people has loads of friends. Petunia was the polar opposite of that, she was the quiet one at the back of a party, having a meaningful conversation with her close friends. Now, the question was; why would Jared be interested in a girl like her?
FOUR HUNDERED AND FIFTY TWO WORDS!
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